22.2.03
in a damn bad mood now...early in the morning...guess my whole dae's spoilt...plus the fact that i hafn't started with physics. argh~ feeling unappreciated still, yes..but other than that, i realli don't understand my mum n dad. why can't my mum just support my dad in whatever he does? isn't it easy for a person to support his or her loved one most of the time? you love the person, you'd want the person to be happy, and to fulfil his or her wishes...regardless of what you think, you still should respect the person's wishes ultimately! my dad wants sth and it's his ambition in a way..but she has to go against him...yes, she has her points la..but after all, she ought to support him. that's what i think. and it's not a matter of my mum saying stuff abt my dad once in a while, it's practically all the time? she keeps harping on the fact that he spends too much money and all that...wadehell is going on mann...not that im bias and wish to side with my dad or anything, but i can hardly get any peace around with all these crap going on. it's exasperating...and sometimes i feel like going out of the house...[now i understand y my dad always says that]. argh, shux, im tearing already. can't voice my opinions straight in their faces so i just kept rolling my eyes la...of cos without letting them see or they'll start saying that i'm RUDE...and it's a damn horrible feeling. aniwae, i'm so fucked up now. gtg study phy. i just hope this is part of my mood swings.
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haix..im so tired...just came back from the dumb thinking day thingy. it really is the most boring thing that can ever happen...think the only exciting part is when we could cheer for crescent when we got the gold award...hah..which really still wasn't much~~ chemistry...realli very irritated...the first qn....i read the periodic table wrongly...you know for every element, the Mr or dunno wad la...there are two numbers right...and u're supposed to take the bigger number to calculate the Mr? and guess wad? yes...i took the smaller number..wadehell kiez? if not i'd have known how to do the qn.....sux!!!!!!!! think it's because hafn't been doing periodic table stuff for too long....shitx...it's not as if i dunno how to do those QA or wadever that we supposed to learn mann..it's periodic table..the most simple stuff ever~ bleahz!!! argh~ aniwae, was so sleepy after the common tests...and was so giddy after lit...dunno y...so instead of staying till 1.45 for guides, me and cali called dad and we went out for lunch...had great dim sum...hahahah..damn satisfied. :D and the waiter was so blardee funny and cute!! think he works part time la..then he made such a mess of everything he did...he couldn't remember the dish name...then later he bumped into another table....damn funny guy. think we quite bad also, cos we kept laughing at him. then went to the new red building...still dunno wad its called la..nx to my dad's office wan....and it was real funky. realli. it's a must see. then they sold this cny cracker..prawn one...which i realli realli love..and they had the samples!!! ahha..so...of cos, i couldn't resist, went to take one..heheh. then i realised that they had chocolate samples too..but they were all taken??? stoopid ppl...but that goes to show that my prawn crackers aren't that popular with other ppl..haha! so sad!! it's my favourite!! erbx. and i think yash will start saying that i DO haf bad taste~ hmmm...mebbe going boon tong kee for dinner later..yay!!! ate so much today..haha...who cares, i need a break mann...common tests are hell! :)
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19.2.03
AHHH!!!! Cant believe this!!! im the onli one who didnt go for chinese class...wadehell!!!! aiyoyo..feel so bad now...erbx..dare not show my face in chinese lesson nx time...ms chia asked whether i didn't want to come or didn't know....erbx......its' like, k la, i didn't know till today...n i also dun wanna go la huh? but cant belive im the onli one who didn't turn up...hahahaha...haix, the onli comforting thing is that she said that i was capable of studying by myself...hmmz...at least that gives me an excuse as to why i nvr go...shitx!! and i was bz enjoying my trip home with.....jurongeast?? hahah...okiez, i feel totally bad...and feel guilty...think im so notti????? wah liew...and i think the onli way to account for my mistakes is to do well tml....kk, gtg study chinese liao, shux!!!
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just had lunch. and guess wad...a dumb fishbone got caught between my gums!!....wadehell...was so freaked out trying to pull it out....damn scary. think im developing a sore throat...argh...think its cause i ate lots of prawn crackers ystday...cant help it realli...prawn crackers are realli my favourite..!! and i think it's also cos i haf been eating mee goreng for the past few recesses??? haha...but its nice. and to the dearest stall auntie...pls give me my favourite egg the nx time i buy from ur stall!! eggs with egg yolks that burst are realli fabulous..nothing can beat that, no other type of egg and egg yolk can. and egg + mee goreng is tops!! haha..okiez, i keep talking abt food...sounds greedy. aniwae, todays common tests werent as bad la...i kinda gave more effort into freaking out ystday night compared to doing the papers today..haha. tml two papers onli...and its thinking day....ermz...dun want to wear guide u tml mann...cos saturday also haf to wear!!! two days wearing guide u!!! gross~~~~ last night watched 9pm show...treshold of an era...think that's its eng title..and the blardee stoopid michelle saram is called xiaofen in the show..wadehell lor..of ALL names..had to be my name...k lor...it was so dumb..cos i was cursing and cursing her on tv..then all of a sudden they introduced her as xiaofen...tell u my father laughed his head off mann...cos it's so called retribution??? haha..cos i keep saying that that woman is irritating, irritating and irritating...and there you go - she has to be named xiaofen. ARGH..! hate it when they call her in the show everytime..wad an insult~
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just had a nap...can ubelive it mann..im so tired till i take a nap in the afternoon..which is so unlike me. haix, was lying on the bed and intended to rest like half an hr..but ended up sleeping for an hour...and now, i feel so conked out....semi-conscious....the stress is killing me!! argh....damn it lor. and now im so blurred out i can't study anyway. wadehell. a maths ----think after this paper, things ought to be better??? hmmz...at least we can go home earlier to study tml. pray that the differentiation qns tml will be do-able...or at least i won't make any careless mistakes...
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18.2.03
very full now...had a great lunch...finally something decent after a long while. feeling so stressed up by everything, and particularly due to studies. and mrs goh had to deliberately give us the O level verification slip today...and only served to heighten the tension i was feeling. cant believe Os cost so much....$422 if im not wrong....so much just for an exam...then if lets say we dun do well....isn't that a total waste of cash? kiez....it's so dumb...we're forced to sit for the exam and we haf to pay..bleahz. my mood swings are back...or at least, for two periods of A maths today...sorry to daphne and dorothy..had to put up with my pissed looks....think it's pms. or stress. haix. ms azlin.............thks to you mann...you suddenly mention sth in r&j which i long ago took notice of but never seemed to get its true meaning - now i do..and yash, im still in the process of figuring out wad im doing. it's so freaking idiotic. i think it's half half...but then again, i think its all petrarchan. maybe. but i hope not. ARGH..common tests tomorrow!!!!!! freakx!!
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17.2.03
home early today...hehex...for a long time haven't reached home before 3... :D mrs goh left early today summore..rox mann...but my bio marks sux la...die liao, all the subs are really not doing well...sobsob...the onli hope is that for the common tests, it'll be better.
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quite happy today....despite my pathetic lit results. bleahz. aniwaez, just did the overdue maths hw...logarithms, just realised i forgot most of the stuff, so dunno how to do the qns, haha. nvm...and also got most of my phy wb answers wrong..hahaha....can't stand electricity mann, but i insist that with practice, it should be better....hopefully. altho that takes a lot of willpower on my part. had a nice laugh at je today..haha..damn funny...always coming to our class....and the thing is, she has to come on behalf of daph's "idol"........so ironic mann. and she act shuai, oh mann lor...always smile and act dua...cmon mann..hmm, all of a sudden jay chou's songs are so nice to sing along to again..haha...very long nvr sing that song already, and so it sounds very nice again. :D oh ya, the g3 chairman -- disappointing. can't imagine i wasted my energy in climbing up the rotunda to the 4th floor!! just to see her...and wadehell, she's not the least shuai to me. crazy lace lor....can go mad over this pathetic sec 1 ger.....i'd rather she go for geok cheng la...pls mann.
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16.2.03
hmmz...dunno wad i did today also...actually i studied, but come to think of it, not much, haha. spent majority of my time online..but yet, i feel like i've accomplished a lot today...mebbe compared to previous weeks...when i could not do a single thing la. every homework was trash, paid no attn and effort in doing them. feels like a brand new me, hahaha..this rox. :D
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